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Depression
This passage might sound like a vent and it is kinda long with a cry for advice. This is my current life situation so please give advice. I know depression can be very extreme but i feel depressed
As a 15 year old and in 10th class of my school i felt stress for sometime last month. I dont want to discuss what topics they were but were related to rulings jn islam. As rulings have many different opnions on the internet i started to read them and like a lot around multiple hours each day. I felt so stressed during that period that i had trouble sleeping one night. Now that I started to follow one madhab and a prominent scholar in my country i feel lack of goals. As i usually do my studies with a sense of stress my life is somewhat driven by stress to complete tasks.When i was a kid i wanted to become a military pilot but due to the current situation in my country my parents are not supportive of that decision and they are right. Now yesterday i felt lack of goals, interests, friends and hobbies. I ditched a close friend i had because he did some things that were sinful and i was being effected by them. I my school some of my classmates make fun of me for being sleepy.
I used to watch anime and other stuff which i found fun but now i cant watch em because they are sin minor sin bur still. I had hobbies such as MUNs but they happen mostly in winter i think. I really loved the squash but no friend of mine that i meet in school with likes it as much as i do.
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Depression
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I’m not a scholar, but I’ve been through similar states of confusion not at your age of 15, but around 21–22. One thing I learned is, don’t sacrifice truth for certainty. Not every fatwa must be accepted blindly. Approach them with reason and logic. Keep a student like mindset. Often it’s our inner fear that entangles us in such matters. The first step toward peace is to accept the world as it is. I believ as knowledge grows, you’ll find clarity too. Scholars here can guide you better.
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