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Why Aren't My Trials Ending?
I am yet to see a major relief from trials ever since I was born. Had many head injuries 1-5 years of age, was bullied from 5-24 years of age by literally everyone I came in contact with including my family, teachers, classmates, friends, neighbours, even random people. I have been going through ptsd since I was 3 years of age which has only been getting worse. When I finally got serious about religion, everything in my life stopped due to OCD, no income, sitting in my parents house doing nothing inside a room. When I found some relief thinking at least I have God’s love for me, everything went downhill when I discovered His punishments are very harsh and true and I had to remember Him with fear, which confused me to how I should remember Him, so there goes that emotional support, the only support I had to go through trials. I am not against God, He has the right to do anything and yes, there have been minor reliefs in between but to only keep me somehow get through life, I don’t know what I am doing wrong that I am yet to find a major relief in life. I am not bullied or disrespected anymore but my brain now does that to me because it re-runs those past traumas everyday and also the extreme OCD I have got, this is as worse as when I was being bullied.
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Why Aren't My Trials Ending?
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Dear brother You are suggested to consult some psychiatrist. And we pray for your mental and physical health.
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Please see the following response and the videos provided in the link:
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In such scenarios, no external factor can help one out. The first step should be taken by the person himself and with his faith in God, when coupled with patience and perseverance, can open doors for the person. Seeking medical help is also part of this healing process. Both these factors are pertinent in this regard. Reading Quran once with the point of view of understanding God’s scheme in this world can help greatly.
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