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A Moral Dilemma
Things happened between me and a woman 10 years elder. At the end I said things I shouldn’t have and she said 10x more things. My friends and parents got involved. She, her friend, my friends and my father devised a strategy to try and help me forget the whole matter. I didn’t. She wanted to move on and I had no option but to move on. My father also decided that it is for the better that we both act like nothing every happened.
Now, when I do remember everything, I am ashamed at what I said and I am sure she must be too, but talking to each other is next level awkward, even for saying sorry.
She is a mother, she has two children. I am ashamed.
I believe, I wouldn’t have said these things if I wasn’t in a semi conscious state, it was love or hate I don’t know, but I would never have said such things.
Also this semi conscious, erratic and foolish behaviour has destroyed my own personality infront of my own eyes.
I don’t know what to do and where to put this matter.
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