All mankind including the prophets accepted this Trust and responsibility so it can’t be my mistake alone. I don’t want it. I believe in Allah SWT and Quran with all my heart, but I dont want to face Him SWT with all my mixed up deeds. I want my creation undone. Why don’t I have a choice. I am willing to give up claim to all my deeds only if I am guaranteed that I will not be punished.

إِنَّا عَرَضۡنَا ٱلۡأَمَانَةَ عَلَى ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ وَٱلۡجِبَالِ فَأَبَيۡنَ أَن يَحۡمِلۡنَهَا وَأَشۡفَقۡنَ مِنۡهَا وَحَمَلَهَا ٱلۡإِنسَٰنُۖ إِنَّهُۥ كَانَ ظَلُومٗا جَهُولٗا

(Sahih International)

Indeed, we offered the Trust to the heavens and the earth and the mountains, and they declined to bear it and feared it; but man [undertook to] bear it. Indeed, he was unjust and ignorant.

-Surah Al-Ahzab, Ayah 72